i would never forget the hurt that you had done to me

i feeling so stress now
what you want me to do now
I try my best already
I really dont know what can i do
you hurt me so much
and this is the 4th time u hurt me
how can u expect me to trust you now ?
you always ask for last chance ..
but i really dunno when is ur last chance end
every time u hurt me ...i feel like dying
your sorry had already no value to me . you said Sorry so many time
but no once is really from ur heart ..
i am not a fool ..
i dunwan to get hurt another time
I dunno this time i forgive is correct choice or not ..haix


who can teach me what to do ?

being sad

我做了那么多的付出
我最后得到什么
我生病了
真的很害怕不会复原
我很想要你好好的对我
你每次说我没有管你
我有可是你却不知道...
我对你好
你不知道
我发现我越来越不了解你
我真的快崩溃了
你到底想我怎样
我真的不知道

Journey after exam =)

On thursday ..finally finished exam
On that day , i go timesquare with my friends..
Eat BBQ ..having a lot of fun in there . i think we are the noisiet in there.
After eating ..we go for bowling ..finally meng soon lose jor ^^ belanja drink tong sui in '' Wei Sik Gai ''
around 7 sth ..go home by LRT

-------------------------Friday-----------------------

Still having exam on that day '' SIVIK'' ..but i dont want to go , so i follow my sister go her school ..
early in the morning around 7 ..i reach there
there was so many small kids running around ...so funny
Joo so kesian lar..early in the morning accompany me to chung hwa ..
we 2 fellow walking around like siao ^^
go around annd visit teacher ..around 10o'clock go ampwalk..
go secret recipe makan cake cake =)
1 sth pick my sister after school then go mummy shop ..

at night ..ranking 2 give me present..after that go cousin house watch movie '' Tsunami ''
bek home at 12 something .
--------------------------------Saturday-------------------------------

early the morning go working ..
many customer in the shop already..
from morning work until evening ...so tired lur
at night go 9 wong ye ..so h0t ...nothing special on that day ..

-------------------------------sunday-------------------------------------

Wake up in the morning ...go play basketball with cousin & friends...
Ranking 2 come find me bring me '' leong shui '' for me to drink..
thank you =)

after basketball go makan breakfast ..
go hong house ...chatting ...
in the afternoon go sg.wang ...
saw '' Lee Min Ho '' so leng zai ..eeeeeee ...=)
i likie ...ranking 2 pui me ...lol.. feel so happy =)

17.10.2009

Today suppose got tuition , But me and meng soon ponteng not going cause lazy ...
Went to Lrt with ranking 2 ..Go time square together..
called meng soon wake up ..
lolx..
Arrive Time square already 1 sth ..went gasoline makan
waiiting for meng soon ..Jun ffk ..meng soon zadao ~

Go gaigai ..go ianti buy hand cream for alison ..
after that go sg.wang
i called lou dao ..
saw lou dao ..hair masih short short ..but fit jor ..
^^
leng zai jor ..

to0 sien jor .nth to do ..go find sock yii yam cha ..
after yam cha go dapao ''tong sui'' for mummi ..
so tired nar..go home with ranking 2
so happy


reached home at 7 ..tired neh ..take a nap xin~

15.10.2009

Today skl holiday ..early in the morning went to LRT for tuition in Sri petaling..
Ranking 2 accompany me go =) happy !
We go makan breakfast thn go together..
went to Chan Sow lin waiting for mengsoon and yan han ..lols..
they took so long to come ..
thn when we arrive Sri petaling, Ranking 2 Gone back

During tuition time, we having lots of fun ..keep on playing and chit-chatting
teacher also tak boleh tahan ^^
having tuition from 9:30 til 12:30..
after tuition went timw square old town makan ..
While waiting for ranking 2, i saw MBS chun hong ..lolss..
wearing same colour shirt with me .paiseh ..

makan until 3sth ..
went home by LRT ..ranking 2 follow me back .thn go for chemistry tuition

HAVING CHEMISTY AND ACCOUNT EXAM ON MONDAY !

confusing >.<

What am i thinking nw?
i feel so confuse
i feel so tired..
i dunno weather should i give up ~
i think i really lost the trust on you
everything has be changed
i know i am stupid
always think other stuff
i know i should trust u
but..i dunno hw to trust 100% already ..
everytime you tell me that u love me ..i really dunno is that true love
i saw sb 's picha in ur phone
supposely until know ..i really mind ..i really angry and unhappy
But i act like i dun mind
cause i dunwan u think that i am so disunderstanding couple..
i control myself with my temper..i not easy to be angry nw ..but sometime something really make me want to argue with u ..i dunno why ...
why ?
why wil happen to this ?