happy life in the moment

SO Long i did not update my blog
so much thing and feeling to type
i am kinda happy and feel comfortable
Finally i forget you and i accept hiim
i love hiim because he treat me so good ..better than you
these few weeks i keep on going out with my dear
so happy to be with you
=]


Peace of my life
i being with you
hope that this is my last
and forever in my heart
all things that you prove to me
i finally can feel it
thank you for loving me
and i promise i will do the same



* jean is coming back
i am waiting for u ,..
to make up all the plan in december .
hooray @!!!

miss him so much

yesterday suddenly feel so moody ,
but now it turns back to normal ..
i damn miss him ..
wondering what you doing now my dear .

Miss my babe jean ..wanna go sunway with her and dydy they all..
miss them ..
miss last year fun alot and alot ..
this time will wear bikini again .^^

____SPM is at the corner ..
wish all my buddies in form 5 will get good result and full prepare on the exam
expecially my babe Joo ...
Gambatte !

memorable day for me & you

First day he is not at school ..
miss hiim so much . Just can message him trough phone in school time
time passes so slow during school time
wondering what is he doing ? Did he study for exam ?

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At 8 o'clock , the ''SEX talk'' starts
So damn boring ..but all the contents inside were so meaningfull
Teaches me alot of things ..
lol..recess time the stupid phone keep on no line ..make me cant message with him ..feel like wanna to cry ..but never mind ..i can see him in the afternoon =)
feel like watching the movie 2012 after school , but he told me that ts & pavilion were full of people ..so cancel our movie plan

after school , went chat-room with yan han's couple and bianca's couple
i brought baby to school today and now it is with daddy Joo ..=)
after eating ..i went back with him to his house
playing computer and chit -chatting [XD] happy moment pass so fast and reach 8o'clock night .Jun send me back to LRT and then i only go back home
cant wait to see my dear tomorrow after school ..
wondering are him missing me now ?

happy graduation day to you

11.11.2009

the day that you stop studying in this school ..
i really will miss you like hell .

cant see you early in the morning ,

cant cook for you in the morning .

haiz

how my life going to be ..

cant spend whole day school time with you in school ..

what to do ...

i am so bu she de you ..altough can see you everyday after school ..but my heart still pain

many couple are crying for each other and me to0 ..

wondering what are you feeling and thinking now ?

<3>

i really need you to be at my side

who know what going to be happen tomorrow ?

i just want to treassure every moment that we get together..

no matter is happy , sad ,angry , or moody

i hope we can share out feelings out..

anyway ..i wish you the very best of luck in ur coming SPM exam

i will support you no matter what ..

loving you deeply ..

after school we went KFC together ..thattime i really feel like crying but i control myself ..i dont want to let you see that i am crying ..but at last i lost my tears when we going back home..

what had happen ? i feel like wanna hug you right now !

原来我才是真正的笨蛋

我以为跟你分手..我会后悔..可是现在我不会后悔
原来我给你玩了半年..你不需要我你就早点跟我说啊..
不要让我笨笨的相信你
我的心痛到无法呼吸..
我一定会找到更好的男朋友 ! 我一定过到比现在更幸福
你这样对我..我不会原谅你..更不稀罕跟你做朋友..
我恨你! 怪就怪我傻...认识错你..
你背叛我..我还对你忠心
现在, 就算你有事..我也不会过问..我跟你没有关系了!
一次又一次的伤害我..现在我终于知道真相..不然我还以为我是坏人..
我分得问心无愧!

New Life for me

Went back to primary school today
so happy that i saw so many friends ..^^
all have changes to leng lui and leng zai
'' thx for the sweet and sour pork that you cook for me today ''
miss the taste so much ..
nothing to do at 9 sth morning, went pavilion with natalie , christian and joo
when arrive at pavilion , went to J-co eat first , chit-chatting
when arrive 12 , we go to the cinema to watch '' Jennifer's body ''
i Kena shock so many time..=) lucky got shoulder for me ..
after movie , go eat basket-robbin ..yummy ^^
went sg.wang after that ..so time square eat again ..l.lol..growing fat and fat
decided to go home at 5 sth ..saw xiao with her fren xiao zhu zhu in secret recipe ..
Go mamak with joo thn go home already

miss the day !

I am sorry

Felt sorry that i break with you
I really cant afford you hurt me so many time
i wont regret
maybe u hate me now ..but i just want you to know that i am very serious in our relation ,
But you hurt me once and once .
I really cant forgive you and trust you anymore
I am so sorry about that
Please , promise me..you can still live very well without me

Being serious is very hard

What happen to me now ?
i have already feel so tired to be with you
All thing that you did to me , make me feel so upset and lost confident in our relation
I said that i want to calm down with you , but the next day , u ask me to forgive you..In my heart , i really dont want ..i just want to calm down but u come to find me face to face
I dont know why ...untill now i stil cant forgive you
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Nowadays , i feel so happy because someone really care about me
When i unhappy , lonely , alone ..you will be with me .
Thank you so much ..

i would never forget the hurt that you had done to me

i feeling so stress now
what you want me to do now
I try my best already
I really dont know what can i do
you hurt me so much
and this is the 4th time u hurt me
how can u expect me to trust you now ?
you always ask for last chance ..
but i really dunno when is ur last chance end
every time u hurt me ...i feel like dying
your sorry had already no value to me . you said Sorry so many time
but no once is really from ur heart ..
i am not a fool ..
i dunwan to get hurt another time
I dunno this time i forgive is correct choice or not ..haix


who can teach me what to do ?

being sad

我做了那么多的付出
我最后得到什么
我生病了
真的很害怕不会复原
我很想要你好好的对我
你每次说我没有管你
我有可是你却不知道...
我对你好
你不知道
我发现我越来越不了解你
我真的快崩溃了
你到底想我怎样
我真的不知道

Journey after exam =)

On thursday ..finally finished exam
On that day , i go timesquare with my friends..
Eat BBQ ..having a lot of fun in there . i think we are the noisiet in there.
After eating ..we go for bowling ..finally meng soon lose jor ^^ belanja drink tong sui in '' Wei Sik Gai ''
around 7 sth ..go home by LRT

-------------------------Friday-----------------------

Still having exam on that day '' SIVIK'' ..but i dont want to go , so i follow my sister go her school ..
early in the morning around 7 ..i reach there
there was so many small kids running around ...so funny
Joo so kesian lar..early in the morning accompany me to chung hwa ..
we 2 fellow walking around like siao ^^
go around annd visit teacher ..around 10o'clock go ampwalk..
go secret recipe makan cake cake =)
1 sth pick my sister after school then go mummy shop ..

at night ..ranking 2 give me present..after that go cousin house watch movie '' Tsunami ''
bek home at 12 something .
--------------------------------Saturday-------------------------------

early the morning go working ..
many customer in the shop already..
from morning work until evening ...so tired lur
at night go 9 wong ye ..so h0t ...nothing special on that day ..

-------------------------------sunday-------------------------------------

Wake up in the morning ...go play basketball with cousin & friends...
Ranking 2 come find me bring me '' leong shui '' for me to drink..
thank you =)

after basketball go makan breakfast ..
go hong house ...chatting ...
in the afternoon go sg.wang ...
saw '' Lee Min Ho '' so leng zai ..eeeeeee ...=)
i likie ...ranking 2 pui me ...lol.. feel so happy =)

17.10.2009

Today suppose got tuition , But me and meng soon ponteng not going cause lazy ...
Went to Lrt with ranking 2 ..Go time square together..
called meng soon wake up ..
lolx..
Arrive Time square already 1 sth ..went gasoline makan
waiiting for meng soon ..Jun ffk ..meng soon zadao ~

Go gaigai ..go ianti buy hand cream for alison ..
after that go sg.wang
i called lou dao ..
saw lou dao ..hair masih short short ..but fit jor ..
^^
leng zai jor ..

to0 sien jor .nth to do ..go find sock yii yam cha ..
after yam cha go dapao ''tong sui'' for mummi ..
so tired nar..go home with ranking 2
so happy


reached home at 7 ..tired neh ..take a nap xin~

15.10.2009

Today skl holiday ..early in the morning went to LRT for tuition in Sri petaling..
Ranking 2 accompany me go =) happy !
We go makan breakfast thn go together..
went to Chan Sow lin waiting for mengsoon and yan han ..lols..
they took so long to come ..
thn when we arrive Sri petaling, Ranking 2 Gone back

During tuition time, we having lots of fun ..keep on playing and chit-chatting
teacher also tak boleh tahan ^^
having tuition from 9:30 til 12:30..
after tuition went timw square old town makan ..
While waiting for ranking 2, i saw MBS chun hong ..lolss..
wearing same colour shirt with me .paiseh ..

makan until 3sth ..
went home by LRT ..ranking 2 follow me back .thn go for chemistry tuition

HAVING CHEMISTY AND ACCOUNT EXAM ON MONDAY !

confusing >.<

What am i thinking nw?
i feel so confuse
i feel so tired..
i dunno weather should i give up ~
i think i really lost the trust on you
everything has be changed
i know i am stupid
always think other stuff
i know i should trust u
but..i dunno hw to trust 100% already ..
everytime you tell me that u love me ..i really dunno is that true love
i saw sb 's picha in ur phone
supposely until know ..i really mind ..i really angry and unhappy
But i act like i dun mind
cause i dunwan u think that i am so disunderstanding couple..
i control myself with my temper..i not easy to be angry nw ..but sometime something really make me want to argue with u ..i dunno why ...
why ?
why wil happen to this ?

carnival in onpong

morning starts to prepare

waiting for my aunty to fetch me g0 ..

8 sth , i onli arrive..

i saw kanon's friend ..

girl ..

iish ..so so so wad lor

then , mengsoon and jian lin FFK ..

only me , dydy , kam wai , sing kit going ..

stupid geh

say kamwai d ..haha ..

we both wearing white ..

w0w .ngam ngam..

thn go walk around first ..

then sing kit arrive already ..

go buy chicken rice ..

sold by weng jun

eat at canteen

=)

dydy the latest...

9 onli arrive .

zadou ..

haha ..

4 of us wearing white ..

haha ..

then ..

dydy saw her primary fren..

g0t one guy wearing purple damn leng zai

^^

muscular..

i saw primary fren to0 .

yan yi..pretty gurl

10 sth ..feel boring ,

went old town wit kam wai and sing kit

damn funny ..

chit chat and gossiping

=)

after that , kamwai fetch me home ..

arrive home awhile go out again .

eat sasaki .

so full ...go buy some golf stuff...3sth arrive home

straight away slp like pig until 8

memorable day

i so happi ..

after skl go 'wong si nai' with my babies ..

yan han , bianca , mungee , ruzen , kamwai , alvin

when i reach ther , i saw kanon's brother muffin ..

haha ..

so ngam ..

thn , i go say hi to hiim lo ..

chit-chat at wong si nai .

around 4 o'clock ..

i quickly pay for my frink then i go bek plaza rakyat to wait him .

i waited him for 1 hour..

i decide to give up and go home .

cause i got tuition at 5:15

suddenly ..

i say hiim coming up from the stairs..

i was shock .

^^

he was vry surprise when he saw me..because he dont know that i wil wait for him

all this is just like a dream ..

i believe in fate..

i was so damn happy when i saw him ..

my heart beat so fast

^^

few more hours, me and hiim going to be 8 months ..i was so excited

love hiim deeply

29/9/09

sunway trip ~

early in the morning ..starts the journey to sunway ..
me and kelvin woke up damn early ...preparing our own thing ..thn we wait for our parents

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when we reacher ther ..we buy tickets..
thn i go to change ..
in bikini =)

play water first..thn rent a volleyball to play ...
play with my cousins..
thn , suddenly a bunch of guys play with us ..
so we play together ..
damn fun

after the game ..
i planed to play some games ..thn ..
we walk to the private boat ..
i saw the bunch of guy again
=.=
ask for my name ,hp number ..
but i dun giv .
cause promis my kanon d..

so , we just have a short chat .
after that..
i went to bath ..
so thn g0 home ..


get sun burn and dark jor //>.<

18 spetember 2009

Spent a nice day with him
went tuition with YC at Sri petaling ..from 1:30 till 3
after tuition ..take LRT to time square ..
went movie with him
[ Where got ghost ]
the movie start at 4:40 ..
but i have arrive at 3sth ,,
so , we plan to have tea at old town ..

he saw so many friends ..goshh ..jealous
i saw my eng kiat again [ my ex]
but i did not dare to say hi with hiim ..
so ..i just pass by ..

4:50 ..
the movie begins ..
he have already watched the movie ..but i want to watch ..so the accompany me again
^^

so damn funny lar..
abit scary ...
XD

after the movie ..we planned to go home ..
but heavy rain..so we walk awhile again
7 sth we go bek together ..
then 8 sth i only arriver home ..
so tired..
but i spent my sweet time with hiim ..
thx my dear..

2PM leader Jaebum

i freaking like him

i freaking love him

But , he is going back to U.S.A

sobb ..

hope that he wont leave 2PM

again & again & again & again

hahaha ..

我真心的

不知不觉会因为你而吃醋
也许我真的太爱你了吧~我真的很在乎你可是你却不怎么知道,
要怎样让你明白我心意呢?
我一直想要自己变得更完美..
这样你才没有借口能把我推开..因为曾经被伤害..我才会有害怕的感觉...
我真的不希望有第二次的伤害




我爱你
祖维

revision Day ^^

hooh00 ~ finally i finish my school work ady ..so damn happy ^^

early in the morning i go play basketball wit my sister and friends ..play until 9 sth , i walk home =) so freaking tired . Miss my darling so much, wondering wad he doing nw ? hmm ..he went to school early in the morning ..hahazz..

So , i make breakfast for my sister and i ..so delicious ! haha..in the afternoon , kian yien come to my house and do moral project ` we use such a long time to finish it ..wow~ so happy ..

i cook curry for my dinner ..tasty ..

i celebrate birthday with kian yien ..giv him a surprise ^^ haha ..

well , feel so tired today ...hav to g0 t0 bed nw..

miss my darling joowei

你不了解我T.T

我是爱你的...

你却不知道~我可以为了你付出很多东西~

我知道我不相信你是我不对..可是我已经去慢慢相信你叻~

信息你不回时,我才会乱想..打给你不接让我更加的无法接受~

我只想要用多一点时间陪你...我不想我们会有距离~

我知道我的野蛮让你透不过气..可是我真的很努力去改了..就算有时不是我的错我也不要吵..可是你却误会我..以为我又再发小姐脾气..

我真的很在乎你..才随便想东西..我不是每次说话要大声的~我控制不到自己的情绪..

我什么都做不好..什么事都会要你担心..每次都会要你生气..对不起!千千万万个对不起!没有用的是我..不是你..我做不好你的女朋友! 我会学习相信你..

祖维你等我

29.3.09

today went karaoke wit my man =) s0 freaking happy ~early in the morning about 10 sth , he came to ampang LRT station to wait me ~so then , i go wit hiim to ts together , it is stil early , wo we went to BBQ Plaza makan ..[ haemokae ]

after sing k wit hubby ..go sg.wang wang find dydy =) saw xiao yen & xiao jun ..bu din sing k wit them ..after tat ..go buy wedding present for my neightbour ..the music box vry leng lur ..=)..Qiing finish her movie ..thn call me ..ask me go ts find her, me and hubby go ts find her..saw dao Qiing and xiao yu..38 por only...din take dao pic wit them ..aiya ~ sai j0r ..

Candy call me after tat..me go gasoline meet her and her fren xiu xiu & xiao zhi ..thn go take picha lo0..gai gai tat time saw yooki , iris, yanhan =) miss them orh ..after that g0 home j0r...

CAUTION: THE PERSON WHO HACK MY ACCOUNT HAVE GIVEN ME BACK THE ACCOUNT , WHEN I ON9 I WILL SAY (VIIVI HERE) .IF I DIDNOT SAY THAT , PLEASE DONT CHAT WITH MY ACCOUNT , THANKS

hoey man bufday

after chemistry extra class from skl ..me and yooki , gipo , alison went to ts to buy cake .~ because it is hoey man bufday...aftertat ...we went to gasoline for high tea~=)

1 sth ..

iris call yooki ..ask us faster go to pudu kfc ..

cause hoey man arrive d ..

o ..

we plan to giv hoey man a surprise...we faster go kfc..

haha ..

reach ther awhile /...

hoey man damn happi ..mizz her tim ~

happi birthday to her..saranghea...

dear went for penang d..miss him

my babe i love u

babe kanon

i love you so much ..thx for coming and find me =) i feel so happi and touch ..

we spent sweet time together rite?

we went for makan ..and bowling ..babe u promis me bring me to eat the most delicious '' Chao Koey Teow'' Dont forget orh =) freaking loving u !

Yea ~ i hav spent my time wit my dear ..we went to sri.Nyonya to hav lunch , thn ..we went to Flamingo for bowling ..he is so good in it ..i cant believe =) But it is true ..after the game ..we went MCD to have my ice-cream ...aroung 4 sth , he gone home ..kakaxx..mizz hiim !

At night , was Bravo pheh's mum birthday , thn we went to [chui heng] hav dinner ...Joo sms me weather want go out yam cha anot ..but i din go ..

sry ya Joo ..next time go wit euu =)

My dad mabuk jor ..so scary ..so i plan to go leasure mall sing k wit cousin ..until 4 sth onli bek home ..=) mizz tat day

Feast Day =)

H0h00 ~~ feast day over ...

i am so happi =) my gang hav performe a dance Gee & Genie

Finally we have aredi shown our show to the skl ...mizz the time we practise..

so damn happi ...Mr.jackson show is so cool ~ Xheng Yew become my idol d ..kakaxx.joking =)

mizz the day lar..4K perform vry well to0 ..

i cannot believe tat a shy wing hong become a phua chu kang ..

so damn funny lor ...

i love my mummi ..

early in the morning help me and my fren to make the hair and makeup ...summore my mum bring a big bowl of cheese potato ..

Cool ~~

about 1 o'clock ..

me and my gang arrive ts ..we go to the BBQ plaza makan BBQ ..

so delicious ..

hmmm ...=) miss to go again ..H00h00~

after tat i go to confucian to wait kanon ...he realy cant recognize me ..

my God ..

YEA,...He is coming to ampang to find me tml ..kakaxx..

canteen Day =)

Canteen Day is over , that day was so happi =) we have a lot of fun ..play games & go cafe makan ...But also quite boring lor ..but with my babe fren they all together ...not boring jor...

Hmm ..on tat day also got abit angry geh lor ..cause of 2 bitches ...keep on create problem ..stupid geh ....>.<

Hmmm ..i plan to hav a haunter hse in library or assembly hall for next year canteen day ...wad ur guys obedient ?? =)